Well, well, well. I know, I talk a lot this month, I talk a lot and don't upload much but there are reasons, that you may know.
First one is as I just didn't manage to answer to everybody I decided to stop uploading like I used to, in order to take some time to answer, look at your galleries and not focus on my nendos/pictures. But actually, it's been a silly idea, I still don't manage to answer to you all. x3

Anyway, it's been great to have a break because I have to say after more than 1000 deviations, I ran out of ideas a bit and asked myself questions about my pictures. I don't need 1000 deviations to ask myself questions, anyway, I know, but it's different this time. ^-^
Sometimes I just feel bored of taking pictures in the same places, and since the weather is not really kind with us in France, I can't really do much. I could take pictures inside but, it's really dark, too dark. I've done that already and posted the result but well, of course I'm not going to say I love those pictures, I just posted them because deviantart is the only place where I really want to upload pictures, so even the less good ones are here. It's a choice.

I'm not going to say I don't care about pageviews, of course it's not going to change my life but I admit that I really wanted to make something cool and yeah, let's say it, something big, here, and the internet makes it possible. I'm happy with what's *Odessart is now, don't think I'm not. I feel like I've done a lot to make this amount of virtual pages a nice place, and you kindly showed me that you liked my very simple pictures and that's just sincerely kind of you. (: But, I know it, I'm not an artist.

I'm really inspired by photographers that are much more talented than I am and sometimes I stupidly wonder why people like pictures of my figures. Sometimes with a blurry, dark background, a bad focus, stupid stuffs behing the figure, things like that. Eh, It just sounds like I'm not going ahead in the good direction. That's why I decided to stop a bit too.

I'm not sad, I'm just a bit realistic and after all that I wonder if I really improved, if it's still entertaining for you or just boring in the end to receive those messages with my pictures in them. But, I don't want to sound weird or ask for anything with this journal entry, it's just sometimes, I really ask myself too many questions and I need to have those thoughts out of my mind.

Maybe it's a flaw, I don't know. I just don't have a lot of self-confidence I guess, I'm not surprised anymore by this.
So well, I need breaks to regain some. (:

To come back to the title, It's been a week, that I was away from dA and I enjoyed reading all your comments anew, and yeah, you guys are crazy, because I can't answer to you all. You're just crazy. xD

I actually wanted to write more things but I don't know, I'll probably do it later. I'm not in the mood anymore.
Eheh, silly mind, seriously. x'D I wish you all a good night, cause it's late here and I'm tired.

See you!